Thread:TacticalMaster/@comment-24288618-20160223085227/@comment-4022888-20160223094804

While I may not know what's going on between you and her, I understand you're the one who's doing the heavy lifting. I wish I could also show off my designing skills...but that's just an understatement there.

And yeah, pretty much I'm a stoical person who just wants everything processed but probably because I'm the "higher-up," to thought it's up to me how I lay down the law since I'm the bureaucrat. But as a "bureaucrat," I do have to stay communicative. Perhaps it would've been the best just to discuss it with you. Maybe even with Halo, but based on the my faulty but reliable (weak) memory, I can see Halo really thinks highly of herself. Just wanted to "win". But really, there are no winners on wiki editing.

Sadly, my morals are conflicting me between pride and generosity. Still I wish I could discuss Halo about her prideful demandor.

As for designing...You know designing takes a lot of dedication. You saw me try my hardest doing the portable infobox and pretty much it's hard. I've been trying to do replicate the tabber feature from the old infobox. But with the limited HTML coding, pretty much it's starting to become a huge bore. That's why I lost my motivation...But maybe I should of just asked around community wiki. After all everyone is there to help.

But if you must know: I am pretty much lazy as much as Halo. Even if I do want something done, inconveniently I don't. I want to think, but I think not. I have no idea what my psyche's telling me because even if I want to do it, I'm being told I don't want to. Still, I keep on fighting the on and off switch, til' I can finally get that motivation I've been trying to get.

I have to say Jo, you really have done a lot around the wiki. I'd say you deserve that bureaucrat status hands down...But the question is: Do you really want to be bureaucrat? Still, to argue: All the venting there made me worry on your responsibilities as an admin. But then again, you're doing all the hardwork. You're a nice person and all, but are you still confident in yourself for others?

(PS: I probably should ask you what's your Email in case you want a more private discussion. Maybe in the future...maybe soon this week?? Well there goes the laziness again.)